Ah. Freedom.

I don't really have much time to do this anymore. Not that I couldn't make time to...I would just rather rest or clean something up. Babies are messy. The rest of thepeople who live here are too so that doesn't help.

Not that much has been going on in my world. And its funny because I don't think it's anything, but now that I'm actually writing about it, it seems like a bit more. I'm going to school!! Its not really school...it's like a trade school. It's called Medix and I'm going to learn to be a Medical Office Assistant. The program will end up taking over a year to complete and I start next month. I'm really nervous about it. I haven't been in a classroom setting in so fucking long...I don't even know where to start. I know that I need to go though, Now I have a son to take care of. That feels good to say.

He's amazing. He really is. Quite a handful, but amazing nonetheless. I absolutely adore him. Its freaking insane to watch him grow and develop daily. And I know that duh, it happens with every single human being on the planet, but its just surreal seeing it firsthand. Having a baby is one of the most wonderful things thats ever happened to me. I love seeing him smile, seeing him sleep, watching him breathe, and I even love it when he cries. He's so full of life.

Its not all peaches and cream. Of course...he's a fussy little prick. e's spoiled as hell. He loves to be held more than any baby I've ever been around. And God can he eat! I've figured out how to keep him from stuffing his face now...we'll see how that works out. Apparently he's huge. Whenever we take him out, people ask how old he is and are astonished when i saw 6 weeks. This past weekend I've seen like 4 jaws literally drop. He's 12 whole pounds. Or at least he was on July 31st. I saw a 5 1/2 month old at the mall that was only 15 pounds. That is kinda scary.

I'd love to sit and blog and blog and blog, but this is one of my few nights to myself and I fully intend on spoiling myself. i'm about to take a nice hot smexy bath. Peaces!!